I simply don't know how one does it. One works a salaried position, which amounts to overtime in hours that are equivalent to practically working for free, and then said one realizes "hey, I haven't really knit in a longggggggggg while. Crisis could ensue. The realization of summer being near, and beaches to be visited are linger in my mind. Or a major job hunt could manifest.
And that, my knitting friends, is where I am. I am soooooooo disgusted with my time and how it is allotted that I have resorted to looking for alternatives. It is weird that I simply can't be happy with the status quo. But that has NEVER been my nature and as long as I am conscious, I plan on being true to myself. To all those who work five days a week and then come home to work too, you have my utter sympathy. That kind of scedule leaves me no time and balance in my life. And doing it simply for the money is not worth it.
Needless to say, there are not many knitting pictures, cuz i have been pathetic and working nonsensical inhumane hours, for free if you must know, because I am a salaried employee. I realize how much this is harming my normally witty, charming and funny self. Yes, yes, I know I am lucky to even have a job, but seriously, what does it matter if I am so bitter and angry and eventually collapse from a heart attack?
So I am on a mission to find my bliss. Have no real idea what that is, sad to say, since I will be turning 40 this year. But I do have a feeling that the next 40 are to be the best of my life.
In knitting news, I am SLOWLY working on the turkish bedsocks......very creative, simple design.
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